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lyrics
I am trying to connect
trying to connect
connect to you
I have this sentence in mind
and I am trying to act upon truth
There's shit on the road
there is shit in my head
that I want to see through
There's a bit of it
that has hit you
I have hit horns
Silence be better weapon for you
There's sadness in my voice
there's sadness and if I had a choice
Once I had a choice
Once I had boys in these ploys
Rock bottom and I keep going on
I have my voice and I have one choice
Crying on the hill
think about you still
Factories for discoveries
Difficulties to utilize
stories of recoveries
from distorted sceneries
Irreverent and insouciant
sour disgruntled recipient
Dreary disciple weary discipline
Overtly discerns how his discs
are all about discoveries
Why
Why
Disenfranchised and jaded
since late arrivals
they’ve been disintegrated
into two halves separated
Misevaluated
I succumb to lower standards
in them unwelcoming environments
They dare to deserve my attention
If anything notice for retirement
Endless duration relentless curation
Refundable deposit doses of shortened sleep
Ephemeral efforts to clean predecessors’ imprint
Amongst pretty petty items in an old-fashioned flat
Reciprocal skeeze equivocal squeeze
Rotten lemons forgotten demons
Cautionary tales
I observe the lost ones serve
watch the ghost hold the torch
Crown clever to drown mean
In the town that never owned me
In the clothes that never fit me
To the clouds that never lift me
Inquiry into flawed raw meat
Disenfranchised and jaded
since late arrivals
they’ve been disintegrated
into two halves separated
Misevaluated
And every other peace
Place of undeniable bliss
where you strive to get
You’ll soon become hostage of
because it cost your head
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released January 25, 2023
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